John 13:7 "Jesus replied, "you do not realise now what I am doing, but later you will understand". Jesus knew the disciples were naive most of the time, but Jesus also knew the bigger picture. Often, we look back and say "DUH!" when we finally understand. But until then, we see what seems to be a total stuff up; Jesus arrested, tortured, murdered; yet he's in the process of kicking Satan's ass and winning our Salvation. So, dispite what you see, just hold onto Jesus, trust him, because he knows what he's doing.